Differences

Living in a totally different country for three years, and sometimes I still tremble while thinking about walking alone to get groceries. It wasn’t easy surviving by your own, and it’s not making anything easier by keeping quiet and shutting yourself out. I’m 21, and I’m not trying to make any amendments on what is…

Anxiety, depression, traumas?

This post is just purely my opinions and¬†understanding¬†about anxieties and depressions. I’m not a saint, no one is. You have many anxieties; each of you go through different stages. There are such varieties of various sorts of anxiety and most likely, you never at any point knew about them in your life. Such a large…

Today, I survive as an International Student.

I have come this close to give it up. It hasn’t been easy for everything, to everyone especially us whom made up their mind coming to a different environment pursuing our studies, work hard on our dreams. Dreams have never been just fairy tales, but they work out through the hard ways we chose to…

Joining society in university?

University life, hmm. Excitement, nervous, anxiety… all sort of feelings come around at once. No matter how old you are, university life is still a university life. You’re either carrying notes, key text books, Ipad or laptop around the university and start being a student again. You’re going to face the most fear in every…

Seasons of my life.

Summer, I saw a stroke of light between my fingers. I woke up from the unrealistic, own created imagination and I realised- keeps moving on. I had been working real real hard lately, and I mean it. I do not even have much time for myself, apart from the 2 weeks holiday to South France….

A real grown up

Growing up has never been easy. While we were a little kid, we always dreamed about what we wanted to be while we grow up. We were so ambitious, fighting and never feared of anything that could ever stop us. We were so sure, that one day we could become the person we wanted to…

Love yourself

20 years in my life. I have been so lost in my life, without knowing what am I going to do. I do, have a vision or to be precise- it’s called a dream for my wonderful future. I always do whatever others expected me to, growing from the expectation shadows and also the neon…

True love

A year. 2015, it was a good year for me, with all bitter sweet memories accompany along. In a year time, I do not say that I am the same person as I was before I left home. It had been hard for me, because I knew I had to do everything all by own,…

The importance

The birth of a new life. It appears to become the something that attaches to you, you can’t get rid of it. You thought that you would be fine, you’re a strong wooden piece, but you’re so wrong about yourself until the word ‘importance’ fell onto your back. It attaches to you, you run and…

That friendship

We all have that one moment we really miss. We wanted to be a somebody, trying to fix every bugs, trying even harder to stay in someone’s life. Even you knew that’s a really small matter, or maybe it could be just a small virus that we needed to get rid of, just to lose…

Appreciation to the longest ride

That is bad. I never thought of things getting so far, until I couldn’t get to breathe properly. The humming voices, the smile the smell, it gets to me all the time, like I can feel that you’re all by my side with me, that never leave. I get exited in everything that you’re involved…